27 heinäkuuta, 2015

Jos meitä odottaa kaiken tän jälkeen vielä jokin, mä en tahdo tietää





Kun nauran tuopin reunan takaa pojalle joka muistelee miten silloin kun me ensimmäisen kerran tavattiin mulla oli vielä vaaleanpunaiset hiukset ja viinistä punaiset huulet ja hampaat, musta tuntuu että oon enää äärilleen vedetty karikatyyri siitä mitä olin joskus.

En pysty nukkumaan kun pisarat hakkaa tauotta ikkunaa, joten avaan selaimen ja testaan kuinka kauas pääsisin jos lähtisin just nyt.

Valvon taas auringonnousuun ja kiipeän korkeimmalle rappuselle ja tuntuu että vedän jotain roolia johon oon lipsunut ihan vahingossa.

3 kommenttia:

  1. kauniisti muotoiltuja lauseita! lukisin paljon enemmänkin näitä mieluusti!

    VastaaPoista
  2. Anonyymi05:25

    Avalokiteśvara

    Nīlakaṇṭha Dhāraṇī


    In Sanskrit:

    Namo ratna-trayāya!

    Namo āryāvalokiteśvarāya,

    Bodhi-sattvāya Mahā-sattvāya Mahā-kārunikāya!

    Om sarva-raviye śudhanadasya namas kritvā imam āryāvalokiteśvara ramdhava

    Namo narakindi hrih Mahā-vat-svāme Sarva-arthato-śubham ajeyam

    Sarva-sat Namo-vasat Namo-vāka mavitāto

    Tadyathā:

    Om avaloki-lokate-krate-e-hrih Mahā-bodhisattva

    Sarva sarva Mala mala Mahi Mahi ridayam

    Kuru kuru karmam Dhuru dhuru vijayate Mahā-vijayati

    Dhara dhara dhriniśvarāya cala cala Mama vimala muktele

    Ehi ehi śina śina ārsam prasari viśva viśvam prasaya

    Hulu hulu mara Hulu hulu hrih Sara sara siri siri suru suru

    Bodhiya Bodhiya Bodhaya Bodhaya

    Maitreya narakindi dhriśnina

    bhayamāna svāhā!

    Siddhāya svāhā!

    Mahā siddhāya svāhā!

    Siddha-yogeśvarāya svāhā!

    Narakindi svāhā!

    Maranāra svāhā!

    śira simha-mukhāya svāhā!

    Sarva mahā-asiddhāya svāhā!

    Cakra-asiddhāya svāhā!

    Padma-kastāya svāhā!

    Narakindi-vagalāya svāhā!

    Mavari-śankharāya svāhā!

    Namo ratna-trayāya!

    Namo āryāvalokiteśvarāya svāhā!

    Om Sidhyantu mantra padāya svāhā!

    Initial Vows of Great Compassion Dharani Recitation[edit]
    "If there are monks (Bhikshus), nuns (Bhikshunis), laymen (Upasakas), laywomen (Upasikas), pure youth and maidens who wish to recite and hold(keep reciting) this mantra, they should first arouse their great merciful and compassionate hearts for all living beings, and follow me [Avalokitesvara] in making these vows:

    (* The pronunciation of "Namo" is [na:mo:] in international phonetic symbols)

    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I quickly know all Dharmas;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I soon obtain the Wisdom Eye;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I quickly ferry all living beings (to the shore of liberation);
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I soon obtain virtuous skillful means (to enlighten various living beings);
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I quickly board the Prajna Boat;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I soon transcend the ocean of suffering;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I quickly achieve precepts, Samadhi and the Way;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I soon ascend the mountain of Nirvana;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I quickly dwell in the house of non-action;
    Namo great compassionate Avalokitesvara, May I soon unite with the Dharma-Nature Body.


    If I go towards the mountain of knives, the mountain of knives of itself breaks up;
    If I go towards the boiling oil, the boiling oil of itself dries up;
    If I go towards the hells, the hells of themselves disappear;
    If I go towards the hungry ghosts, the hungry ghosts of themselves become full.
    If I go towards the Asuras, their evil thoughts of themselves are tamed.
    If I go towards the animals, they themselves attain great wisdom.

    VastaaPoista

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